my eyes are slowly closing...

never eat soggy waffles

2004-09-08T03:57:56Z

holy crap its been a long time since i updated my lj...
too bad, get over it!
havent been doing much
but let me tell you something

it is damn RAININ here. plain and simple, just straight up pourin, we got like 6 inches of rain today haha, same lookin for tomorrow....myb it will constitute a day off from skool?! who knows...that would be rad though...

soccer game got cancelled today--so i didnt get to see audrey. damnit. that stinks :-/

UNC won a football game this past saturday :) beat william&mary, dont you dare hate...tennessee, texas, lsu, washington state....all my teams won, except washington.....they got smashed by fresno state...
its all good though, because duke lost!!

talked to jeanne today, she got her power back finally
talked to marc today, 11 inches of rain today
this fuckin hurricane is outta control!
i love the 2 above ppl, btw lol

uh whatelse has been up

oh yes....im pretty sure that my band has one guitarist now...that means we are one measley puzzle piece away from being brilliant!! or at least having a shot at it! his name is Ali, he goes to hickory grove...props to James W for the hookup.

uhh lets see, october 16th, tremont,BLEEDING THROUGH//WALLS OF JERICHO//MARTYR AD//IT DIES TODAY//EVEN ANGELS CARRY KNIVES, $10/12 available at etix, 7pm doors, hot show, be there, get tickets early cuz line will be monstrous, and might sell out.

september 30th- norma jean and throwdown at tremont--good show i won't be at.

i havent written much new music lately..a little bit yes but not much.

i've pretty much just been chillin...hopefully this weekend me n sanchez can do something fun, without being soggy....

rocking the poncho/rain coat tomorrow to skool...dont hate.

i'm leaving now, goodnight

takecare

pidro sanchez

2004-08-29T04:32:32Z

so this morning, i woke up and rode over to south park to pick up my contacts. i got some stuff from american eagle. :-x the first time i've ever gotten rich ppl clothes lol. after that i came back to the crib, and left 5 minutes later to go to lauren's to pick up my amp and say goodbye to her and her family before they moved... i'm gonna miss my azn:( but yes i came home and dicked around on my 4stringed guitar, WITH an amp for a while...it sounds much better haha....so then i got ready and went to the mall...and met caitlin there...we walked around a bit, saw Kaitlin Pizutti and chilled in her store for a lil while, then saw chris williams at gap, and ran into these kids from hopewell filming a guy in a skirt for a skool project...and we were helping them out with getting people reactions...then they got kicked out of gap for having a video camera...which is gay...then we met up with sanchez outside of tjmaxx...soooo we went and got some food, i got an awesome burger king toy, it's some yu gi oh thingy...im gonna give it to Austin (toni's little brother) cuz i think he likes that stuff and i absolutely LOVE him haha....then we went to go see napoleon dynomite....we got there like 10 minutes into it, b/c caitlin took too long eating her food cuz she was talking haha...but it was the funniest thing i have ever seen in my entire life and it was super great!!! i loved the entire thing. so we left the movie...and met angelica...and we decided to have a little experiment...i wanted to see how fast the automatic sliding doors open...so sanchez is like, sprint at that shit....so i did...i lowered my head and sprinted ....and crashed through the doors...they like...flapped open...and these light things started blinking...me and sanchez walked away rather quickly...then...got smart...and ran like helli took my shirt off, and my hat...so i looked different...and we saw the security jeeps go by us...lookin all slow and stuff looking at everybody...and we stood under a tree...and they came BACK by, so i just walked down an isle of cars....pretty fast...and stood behind a jeep...until they passed...then mom picked me up, and we went home...so i got away with it...haha...that makes me 1 out of 2 for cop-dodging...i wonder what the people watching the security tapes were thinking....probably laughing....
yeah so i got home, and watched the panthers beat the patriots:)
annnd i got to talk to audrey which is always nice...
now nobody's talking hahaha
takecare

seems clear to me...you've never known me...

2004-08-24T02:16:24Z

i'll start out with the show on friday. amazing. to make a long story that i've told 1000 times short, it was the best thing i've ever experienced in my life. period. me and rob tore up the pit during 18v and FATA...it was a grand ole time. then during killswitch i was rite up next to the stage in the middle...that was grand as well...it was the most intense heat i have ever felt in my life, however, and sanchez and i were both strapped for cash and relied on our buddy Jawan to keep us alive, because without him, we would have been waterless and dehydrated to death. we love jawan. we met this really awesome kid named Shaney. he lives in asheville, plays guitar, and has a scream like NO other, i kid you not. he is super pimp shit...too bad he's in asheville and can't be in our everstruggling band.

james winters might have found us one guitarist, his name is Ali, and he lives near james. we shall see.

school pretty much sucks everyday im there for like 12 hours haha...yeeeah...and not too many friends in classes either. at least i get to ride with josh (jennings) in the morning, instead of captain cheeselog. he is a saviour for that...

so, in case you actually ever read this shit, and you actually ever pay attention to me when i tell you to listen to the music on my playlist....here is my playlist for the past while:
unearth - endless
walls of jericho - playing hero again
eighteen visions - waiting for the heavens
incubus - megalomaniac
shadows fall - idiot box
grip inc - curse (of the cloth)
soilwork - follow the hollow
six feet under - amerika the brutal
suffocation - funeral inception
cephalic carnage - lucid interval
black sabbath - wicked world
a perfect murder - possessed
crime mob
soulfly - mars
darkest hour - the sadist nation
killswitch engage - rose of sharyn
martyr ad - american hollow
most precious blood - the great red shift
killswitch engage - my last serenade
a closing skyline - trial by fire
throwdown - integrity

so yeah thats a lot of music
the next goodd show is september 30th....norma jean, throwdown at tremont...a closing skyline will be there, and one more...too bad its a thursday nite, i have a soccer game, and a football game the next day...

so yeah
home games for soccer wed. and thurs.
home game for football friday vs. East Meck ,season opener
come out.

yeah ill go to sleep now.

takecare.x

cyan1de_dreams @ 2004-08-16T21:52:00

2004-08-17T01:52:29Z

summer is definatley over. school definatley sucks. 12 hours at school each day will be no fun. i'm ready to quit. seeing everyone was okay, but not worth the other shit.
takecare

cyan1de_dreams @ 2004-08-15T22:34:00

2004-08-16T02:34:52Z

man...school in...8 and a half hours.....im going to sleep..thanks to everyone who made my summer fun, you know who you are...now i shall say...

farewell summer...see you in nine long months

hope everybody's first day goes as unshitty as possible.

takecare

farewell summer...

2004-08-15T18:06:07Z

so this is my last day of summer...and what am i doing? schoolwork. this is going to be a lonnggg year for me lol...i printed off like 46 pages of sparknotes on Slaughterhouse Five...sounds like a really weird book to me...especially when the doctor prescribes this guy a "Magic Fingers Vibrator" to help him sleep....hm....haha but yeah i was up till about 5:45 this morning talkin to people and writing some stuff and just takin care of stuff i needed to do..sleep is a waste of time...sanchez and me got up around 10 and chilled for a few minutes, ate some breakfast, then i took him home...so that was the end of BROFEST 04...it was good while it lasted, now the ghastly realization of school at 7 in the morning stares me straight in the face, and i despise it more than ever before...i will be at school every day for 11 hours...get there at 7, leave at around 6...after practices and such...but oh well, nothing i can do about it...
soo i guess i'll go now and chill some more, do some stuff for english...i guess...continue talking to my beloved friends haha...
takecare

cyan1de_dreams @ 2004-08-15T02:03:00

2004-08-15T06:03:33Z

hey
today was rather pointless in the morning. i woke up around 6:30 because i had to be at football at 7. yes, in the hurricane weather, wtf...so rob came and picked me up and we went to football. at first we thought when we saw people leaving out of the parking lot that we were gonna get to go home, but instead, we went to the gym...and had special teams practice, in the gym. the most pointless thing on the face of the earth...honestly...so i came home, and was chillen...and me n rob were supposed to go to the mall around 2...but his mom got hung up at work, and we didnt get there till after 6.....and caitlin was there the whole time with some of her friends, and she was kinda pissed that we were...uh...4 hours late lol....so yeah we finally got there, and we were walkin round chillen, and katie called me...and we met up with katie, courtney, and aaron...it was pretty strange...seeing katie in person still rattles me, it did friday at breakfast too...i dont know why......
but yeah we went to see The Village...it started out with 6 of us, and 5 minutes into the movie it was just me and caitlin....rob,aaron,courtney, and katie went somewhere else i guess...but yeah the movie was weird, hard to follow...caitlin was cool though...
so then after that we left...and i was talkin to caitlins mom and she was like "because of you i had to buy a james dean shirt from a guy with a hole in his nose!" haha it was funny...she's pretty cool....
so yeah me and sanchez are sitting here...watching Scarface, playing guitar, and eating like holy shit....yeah so i'm going to go now...bye
takecare

a survey

2004-08-13T05:03:06Z

Your Life_______
[x] they call me: austin, or penny, or sexy, sometimes.
[x] my first breath of air: Feb 8, 1988
[x] best friend: robert sanchez
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: gah...probably sometime i dont remember xxx
[x] worst?: uh getting cheated on a lotta times...
[x] first word uttered: cow
[x] first best friend ever!?: katie E or colin B or alex L
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: death
[x] first love: ashton E
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: something corporate - my konstantine
[x] when love hurts, you: beat myself up
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes definatley
_______Opposite Same Sex_______
[x] turn ons: pretty eyes, sense of humor, good taste in music
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you: no
[x] what kinda hair style?: it doesnt really matter, not 80's, not superfrizpowercurl...
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the same sex can do for you?: understand
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: occasionally
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: LONG =)
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] hugs or kisses: depends on person
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 brother.
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: emails usually
[x] playstation or nintendo: fuckin Atari dude
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: dont much anymore...
[x] sing or dance: scream
[x] freak or slow dance: hmm...freak = hardcoredancing.
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? pretty damn good
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? black adidas shorts
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? black slayer shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? pimpin, and straight?!
[x] what song are u listening to right now? between the buried and me - lost perfection (bout to go off)
[x] how is the weather right now? dark, rainy, floody, hurricaney
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? nate
[x] last dream you can remember? i was in i think england, and instead of everyone around me talking, everyone was screaming lyrics to songs...it was rad...
[x] who are you talking to right now? caitlin
[x] what time is it? 12:49
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? red or black
[x] have you ever almost died? yea
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? caitlin is awesome :) [x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? hmm, maybe Lickgoldensky, or an old Priest album....possibly Cephalic Carnage's "Lucid Interval"
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? fuck it all, fuck this world, fuck everything that you stand for, dont belong, dont exist, dont give a shit, dont ever judge me
[x] have u ever won any special award? a couple
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? yeah, ill tell that.......
[x] how many kids do you want to have? 2-3
[x] shampoo? pantene pro-v ... yeah that good shit...
[x] what are you most scared of? rejection
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 3
[x] do you have your own TV? yea, built in vcr, bitches...
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yeah yeah yeah
[x] who do you dream about? death, if thats a person, ... i dream of perfect murders and serial killers :) its rather fun...i dream of war...wait no thats the news..
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? my songbook lol....sometimes other ppl, a lot to rob
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? weir
[x] who's the quietest friend? nate
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? hell no.

hell bent for leather.

2004-08-13T03:39:45Z

soooo yeah... today was open house for skool... kinda fun seeing everybody or at least a lotta people again...i didnt realize till today how much i DIDNT hang out with anybody all summer, just me n rob mostly, and people from other schools haha...but yeah my schedule is as follows::

1 - Newspaper 1 (Shoemaker)
2 - Sports Marketing 2 (Davis)
3 - Advanced Functions&Modeling (Gulledge)
4 - Oceanography (Best)
5 - German 1 (Flynn)
6 - English 3 AP [switching out] (Gatlin)
7 - Business Management (Smith)
8 - US History Advanced (Eury)

after open house, me and rob and angelica (rob's sister) went walking around Martin for like 25 minutes trying to find their brother and mom, to see if rob could come with me to the mall, which was a GO.

so we got to the mall, and we were both uber-hungry, so we decided to chow down at the chinese restaurant, Lotus i think... it was really good i had Orange Chicken, stuff was the shiznit...but i didnt finish it, i have this thing about eating in front of chicks........lol.....oh yeah, chicks lol. CAITLIN came and met us while we were eating our foodage...then so we left the eating area....and walked walked walked for a bit until we came to FYE...we went in there, and listened to some good music, and scared caitlin a bit with the heavy stuff....d00d the CEPHALIC CARNAGE cd is off the chizzle...and Lickgoldensky is awesome too....Ektomorf...random band, GOOD stuff.......also.....some band chez picked out...they had song names like $20.00 blowjob and prison bitch.....they were awesome though, really heavy :)....
then after that we went to American Eagle to look for me some jeans, way too much, went to Aeropostale, the jeans are too damn big lol...so i came home jeanless:(....but then, the fun part started lol...we went to hot topic to try n look for me some shirts (i got a jimi hendrix and a slayer shirt :):) ) so caitlin tried on this black and red skirt, and a james dean shirt....it was pretty hot...me and rob were both like, damn this is so awesome, cuz no other chick we have ever hung out with has done anything like that...she's so open...the guy at hot topic was hitting on her so bad....lets just say the skirt was a little to big for her ("i can get two hands in here" ... *jawdrops*) haha it was fun though, so yeah i walked out of hot topic and left my bag there, which i didnt even realize....so we went walking along la la la just chillen like a villain...caitlin is pretty awesome, i had a lotta fun hangin out with her, and so did sanchez...thats great...but yeah so we got cotton candy, which was great...and we walked around some more....and then i met her mom, she said i need a haircut LOL...august 31st is the day.....but yes so i'm gonna go chill now and play some PS1...hahaha...later kids...
.takecare.

soccer.

2004-08-11T17:53:16Z

time to get a bit on the preppy side for a moment and post the Vance soccer schedule for 2004. JV starts at 5pm and varsity starts at 6:30 (unless otherwise noted)

Wednesday August 11 (tonight) Soccerfest @ Vance. scrimmages with Independence, Sun Valley and Central Cabarrus. 5pm-8pm.

Frank Ponce Tournament
Fri. Aug 20-- vs. Chapel Hill @ Ramblewood 6:30pm
Sat. Aug 21-- vs. Wilmington Hoggard @ Vance 7pm

Regular Season

Wed. August 25-- @ South Meck
Thurs. 26-- vs. Robinson
Tues. 31-- vs. East Meck
Thurs. September 2-- vs. Butler
Tues. 7-- @ Providence
Wed. 8-- @ Myers Park
Tues. 14-- vs. Harding
Wed. 15-- @ North Meck
Tues. 21-- @ Central Cabarrus
Wed. 22-- vs. Hopewell
Tues. 28-- vs. West Charlotte
Thurs. 30-- vs. West Meck
Tues. October 5-- @ Independence
Thurs. 7-- @ Harding
Tues. 12-- vs. North Meck
Thurs. 14-- vs. Central Cabarrus
Tues. 19-- @ Hopewell
Thurs. 21-- @ West Charlotte
Tues. 26-- @ West Meck
Thurs. 28-- vs. Independence (Senior Night)

let me know if you can get to any.

helter skelter.

2004-08-11T07:32:20Z

yeah whatsup...

i had to delete my other livejournal for the same reason i had to delete my old myspace...pretty much sucks...

soo lately i've been playing soccer a lot, with tryouts n stuff. that's good.
i don't know whatsup with football.

went to the Between the Buried and Me /// Beloved /// Glass Casket /// Code 7 show last friday night, it was a great show, all the bands were great, and they had so much energy it was great. got to see chel, mark, mikey, brian, kyle, tony, crys, patrick, and audrey :) good times. btbam was the best in my opinion, but i guess i'm biased.

been listening to a lot of music lately, tapping into a lot of hot and heavy metal stuff...suffocation, mortician, cephalic carnage, dying fetus... good stuff right there. a lot of hardcore too.

friday night, august 20th, tremont music hall, Killswitch Engage /// Eighteen Visions /// From Autumn To Ashes /// 36Crazyfists going to be a good show, hope to see you there, i'm nearly sure i'm going.

also, if you are looking for something to do Monday, August 16 check out Evergreen Terrace in a show at Tremont...

talked for a long time to caitlin today :) i think we are doing something thursday with some ppl ?! who knows...

saturday i think i am going to see collateral with audrey :)

i haven't gone anywhere with sanchez in a LONG time, so i guess that will occur thursday night, or friday night...who knows...

monday school starts :(

i leave you now, in peace.

takecare

krishna.

2004-08-11T02:53:37Z

As anyone in the know knows, throughout the state of California, the country, and the world: the lawyers, courts, and government of the U.S. lie and cannot be trusted. (California Department of Corrections included.) To keep this so-called Board of Paroles from telling more lies about me, my family, brothers and sisters in soul in truth and of God, I have come to this hearing to make statements to and for the public record to be marked in history.
I have been kept in handcuffs for over sixteen years and kept for the most part in solitary confinement, as the so-called authorities kept changing the names from solitary to "administrative segregation" to "quiet cells" and other cover-ups each time the court ordered elimination of solitary time, or the public began to hear about mistreatment. Their fears and guilts were covered up by distortion, lies, and confusion to mislead and misinform the public for more tax dollars and bigger criminal justice business, actually fed by the misfortunes and blood of children.

I've been kept in mental wards, nut wards; I've been beaten, drugged, and have lost track of the times I've been handcuffed to the bars or left to be killed. Inmates have told me that doctors and other C.D.C. staff have tried to have me killed by telling them lies about me killing pregnant women and eating their unborn babies, or have implied threats to their personal safety along with promises of paroles and other favors. I have witnesses to all I say but no court will touch it because they broke their laws to put me back in prison, and each day they break all the laws by keeping me. They violate every human right in the book, yet they keep preaching to the world as if they had no sins and were all good guys.

So, for years doctors and staff have been falling off me with heart attacks, sicknesses, killing themselves or being murdered, as they did me wrong by trying to use this case to set a new prison system and continue to pick up the paychecks. I see all new cops, new staff. For each inmate sent to kill me, the prison system has lost staff. All of the judgments and the blame that is pushed off on me will be reflected back in the fires of the Holy War that you call crime. It suits your fears not to face the actions you are creating and calling up in your prison crime factories, as your deceit is reflected. And then you are paid for the stories of crime sold to the public in TV and movies.

The children of the l960s that you call the "Manson Family" wanted to stop a war and turn the government and world to peace. They gave their lives when they took lives and they knew it. They gave all to clean up ATWA air, trees, water, animals, the whole of the life of Earth, in love and concern for brothers and sisters in soul. They gave to get their brothers and sisters out of cages and to touch some intelligence upon the Earth. By living next to the land, we did see the drought and famine coming. For my part, I was complete and willing to take responsibility for any influence I had over THE mind of all, but your courts ran for the money and away from their own fears, guilts, and responsibilities. They didn't want to confront the truth about themselves.

Your government invented the Watergate cover-up but never did say what they were really covering up a Holy War invoked from the soul. When Manson, aka Lord Krishna, Jesus Christ, Mohammed, the Buddha, was condemned by the press and THE PEOPLE OF CALIFORNIA VS. MANSON, you condemned yourselves. You condemned yourselves in the so-called Manson Family, putting the son of God on the prison cross again. I broke no law, not God's nor Man's law. God knows this; the Holy Spirit knows; and anyone in the truth knows. What you are buying and selling in God's name you will suffer. With your own judgments convicting yourselves of being Satan, the anti-Christ, you stand your world on fire. I am Abraxas, the son of God, the son of Darkness, and I stand behind ALL the courts of the world. Until I get my rights, no one has rights. I'm God's messenger from and in the truth, brother and son to all men. (666 your computers will print the same read-out to your book brains.) Until I get the same rights my fathers had, I will stand in Nixon's place, convicted as the false prophet, as fire burns and the children starve and the land dies along with the air, as the wildlife becomes poisoned and the trees are being cut so fast that wildlife will not survive NOT WITHOUT WORLD CHANGE.

I did I say "did" invoke a balance for life on Earth. From be- hind the time locks of courtrooms and from the worlds of darkness, I did let loose devils and demons with the power of scorpions to torment. I did unseal seven seals and seven jars in accord with the judgments placed upon me, upon my circle. All who had no forgiveness will have no heart, and did set loose upon the earth destruction in the balance of their own judgments. These are the people who gave their own children no chance for survival. These are the people locked in death wishes which they project into the minds of the children.

To the faithful I say this, so that understanding can be touched and because I know you have been misled: I did live among you in the will of all, in and out of prison for over twenty years before I was put on trial in 1969. From the 1940s I lived a lifetime in and on your prison cross, kept in your punishments to be your goat, your blame, all your bad, long before your children of the '60s picked me up and my will from the leftover garbage of past wars you waged upon your young. I am a child of the '30s, not the '60s. I told and answered in truth for what I was asked. What they did and do to balance themselves in their own points of view for the life they said they wanted is their own responsibility. You gave them your blame, and all of your problems but no forgiveness. They were you - your reflections yet you keep your children in cages and want new prison crosses for your own profits, and the same cycles continue as your judgments are pushed off to the unknowing people for more tax money in old and useless jobs. They are also making up more TV movie crime, as if you don't have enough. Know this: from the prison graves the Christhead is no new trip, and the so-called Christians have been and are feeding on the blood of Christ children. You are so misled and caught up in lies that your souls and your justice are locked in the bank. Actors play your leaders in the same war patterns set by the dead.

I could have a parole and have no soul. I'll keep my soul and shirk your parole. You people have no authority from justice. You're crooks running the numbers racket you got no respect. I don't want into your thoughts as anything but a number and you are dismissed from any service you claim to do in the name of God.

Prison is a frame of thought. I'm out of that. I don't want out of your prison unless I can go with my brothers and sisters. If I have the whole world and not my Family, I would have nothing. I'm not broken. I'm not beaten. My own Holy Revolution against pollution is still in full swing. I am my own government. Even if Reagan is trying to ride on my life. I am my own court and judge, my own world, my own God, in my own rebirth movement started behind the judge's chambers in 1943. God is in me and I'm in God and we both have a spirit of justice for the world.

You can try to kill me a million times more but you cannot kill soul. Truth was, is, and will always be. you have beaten me, broken my neck, knocked my teeth out. You've drugged me for years, dragging me up and down prison hallways, laying my head on every chopping block you've got in this state, chained me, burnt me, but you cannot defeat me. All you can do is destroy yourselves with your own judgments.

All that cannot get under me and in God's will will not live over me but for a short time and that will grow to be a thousand hells, for you not only gave me your heads in truth by Dying, but have made me Christ four times in the world thought, Satan four times, Abraxas four times. But over that I already was the 666 for 17 years in government prisons and am still brother in that chamber of thought with knives in darkness. My 666 Beast is running free outside, in one will, with permission to do anything except to destroy water, air, trees, or wildlife, or the people with the marks of the Father on them. My armies move in ways beyond your programmed book brains in a Holy War to redeem life on Earth. For ATWA they move in all things, everywhere, coming from all you don't know, from all you can't or won't try to understand.

There are many people who have already made a lot of sacrifices in order to turn the world around, to redeem their own ATWA. So, the people who lie and have lied will suffer the sufferings of a lot of people who gave. Reborn Christians who are real in their rebirth don't need to find God's words in books. The people who want life on Earth are with me in the will of life and working beyond money. The others can go to their deaths however and wherever they find it. The same God I speak of is all gods in ONE GOD. One world. One court. One government. One order. One mind. Or continue with the madness you have judged for yourselves to live in forever. The time has ended and will catch up to each person's thought as it does.

Before 1969, for over twenty years, I suffered your prison cross. I give that to live, because I didn't know the difference. I forgive and it is in my will to forget. But for the last fifteen years, there is no forgiveness. The IPCR is the green field with a red bull. Until you all accept one God, one government, one order, there will be no order. One religion, or no religion. Religion is God's biggest problem. "Just as a circle embraces all that is within it, so does the Godhead embrace all. No one has the power to divide this circle, to surpass it, or to limit it." To do so will be your destruction.

Note for the record. In the all that was said about me, it was not me saying it, and if you see a false prophet, it is only a reflection of your judgments, for in truth, it is motions, not words, that speak for the Manson family. We each have our own worlds and judgments. I have no judgments outside of what you all have set for yourselves. I'm content wherever I am. Whatever you do or say does not touch my inner circle. I have peace within myself. Peace of mind.

Charles Manson

P.S. The U.S. started the Second World War.

this was Charles Manson's statement at his 1986 hearing for parole.